On Top of Exams...
The calories of countless mochas, lattes and occasional cappucinos are piling up.
The weight is slowly but steadily creeping up & up.
Help me! :(

I need inspiration for my next assignment. God, please help! :( I need to write an extra-brilliant short story, due next next Monday. :(

It suddenly hit home hard. I guess I have been the stupidest, dumbest idiot in the world all this while. And, I have got only myself to blame.

21 May 2008

Oh my God! It’s 9.22 am in the morning and it is freezing cold outside. Winter is definitely approaching and I am not looking forward to the cold. Winter is such a pain. Besides the horribly cold weather, it is terribly miserable and depressing with the lack of sunlight. While the concept of hibernation sounds good - stay in bed all day and gorge down heaps of hot good food e.g. hot chocolate, chocolate fudge etc

- the long term effect is that you ended up earning yourself a big belly after winter and it will be too late until it comes to spring, because you are accustomed to the habit of hibernation and you need more time to lose all the flab.'

I really cannot wait for summer to come,

cannot wait for the beaches,

water sports, snorkelling, swimming sessions, tanning sessions,

picnicking at the gardens, perhaps a good run or some activities under the sun

and oh, definitely shopping, showing off fabulous bodies in hot frocks,

glamorous outfits

and hot bikinis,

and! It is so good to walk on the streets late at night without the need of a jacket!

Lynn, I just read your blog, can you please bring me along as your travelling partner when you go to Bali end of this year? Please, please, pretty please? I want to cam-whore and do all those fun stuff with you. Please?! *innocent eyes*

Okay, back to reality. I guess it is good that it’s cold when we are supposed to study. At least it will be less tempting to get outdoors and do all those fun stuff, but when exams are over, it’s a whole new different thing.

My mind is currently filled with activities I hope to do during the winter holidays and they constantly pop up when I am suppose to concentrate when studying.

One of the major activities: SHOPPING! :) But the down side is you need to take off so many layers of clothes when you try out different outfits. Oh well, I guess with shopping for knit-caps, scarves, gloves, coats, shoes, gorgeous pumps etc, they do not require me to remove layers of clothes :P

I am currently very tired. I sleep at around 12 and woke up at 4.45am this morning. Crazy, yeah? But I can’t afford to miss another swimming training. I missed it on Monday. Well, I guess one night of insufficient sleep is alright as long as you catch up with sleep the day after. But no! Yesterday, I woke up at 6ish am and the night before I actually slept at 1am! You might ask, why 6ish am? Crazy! Yeah, it was, but it was oodles of fun waking up early in the morning, stumble into one of your friend’s apartment’s empty pool, take your time swimming lapse after lapse without a coach and without fear of slowing everyone else swimming at your lane. And then, the fun and relaxing part is...*wait for it*....the JACUZZI. Yes, it just spells out BLISS! :)

So anyway, this morning, I had to stumble out of my warm bed (mind you, I switched on the electric blanket), get dressed and came to uni for swimming training.

Every time the car was parked, I hope we had just finished training because I love the feeling after exercising, not exactly during training: the agony, the pain and the feeling that you are out of breath. Today’s training was pretty intense: 3 times 200m Freestyle, 3 sets of them. I did a couple 200m but the rest of them, I did 150m. I am pretty happy with that, considering how unfit I am and how super-fit my swimming mates are, but it was all good, glad that I did push myself. :) Well, now, I am just so tired it’s not funny. I am physically tired with the lack of sleep and the amount of strength I had pulled out during training. Trust me, if there is a bed right here, I would have fall asleep straight away. Oh, maybe not, I just had mushrooms on toast. I can’t sleep right after breakfast. It will waste all my work this morning!

Okay, enough of ramblings. I need to do some work before contracts lecture at 10.30. Bye! :)

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P/s: Right after I typed this entry, I had a ‘shut-eye’. Oh well, can’t blame me, I was and am really tired.

Well, I know I said this like a million times that I want a high megapixel camera but now I kind of want a high megapixel waterproof camera in which I can take pictures underwater in the pool. How cool is that?! At the moment, I really miss cam-whoring but I guess this Friday provides a bit of a promise for an opportunity to cam-whore with my girls: Taniya, Natalie and Amber. Ish, I am left out because my birthday was a few months earlier. :(

Okay, that’s the end of the torts lecture break!

P/s: I smell of chlorine. :P

22 May 2008

It’s fun studying with my girl friends at State Library. Love you guys. :)

Alright, back to fairy tales tradition assignment.

P/s: I am so full. I think I am going to be FAT!

Hm. This was a few weeks ago?

9 May 2008
Oh my gosh! In exactly one month’s time, I would have done my contracts law exam. The prospect of 2 more major assignments still undone and so much more to catch up on, especially torts law, it just freaks the hell out of me. Talk about procrastination. I guess I was a major lazy bum at the start of the semester, but towards mid and end of semester, weekends over weekends seem to slip away, with most of my precious time spent in libraries. Yes! Sad life, huh? People, I am so sorry, I guess you guys won’t see me update anymore until exams are over, or when I am very depress and need to get out from my hole with blogging. For your information, depression will be caused by me forcing myself to bury into contracts law, then torts law, then contracts law and then torts law again. No good, no good. I need more exercise. Am happy with myself going swimming training twice a week, but would hope to do more exercise, just need to lose all the flab and be fab!

P/s: my blog seems to jot down all my frustrations of long to-do-list and fattiness. I really did have this in mind before I type this entry out, but it seems like my fingers just can’t help it.

So, as usual, this Friday is spent in a library. Realisation of the day: Seeing couples in the libraries is such a torture and they seriously affects my mood to study, because, what the hell, I am suppose to be a reclusive hermit, not allowed to catch up with friends so that I can do my assignments and study. And FYI again, I am in a bloody long-distance-relationship and my other half is too busy with his work to even talk to me on the phone! So, get the idea? It just screams LONELINESS! And oh, when I am lonely, I tend to stuff my face more frequently. Sigh.

P/s: Coffee is my current new best friend. Coffee keep me alert, coffee makes me stay awake so I can study, coffee taste great, but the only this is, I need copious amount of water or fresh-mint gum after a god cup of coffee.

Tomorrow, I will be off to the State Library, with all my thick, fat text and case books. I guess I could pop by for Mocha at the price of $2.90, way cheaper than HQ coffee. And oh, btw, I got myself this free tall, extra hot Mocha on Friday! It was such bliss! But I think I had too much caffeine that day itself, which was quite bad.

Cravings: Good holiday, more time, fabulous body, 8 or 10 megapixel Canon camera, money to shop for pretty winter clothes – coats, scarves etc.

18 May 2008
My internet connection died on me when I was done with this post and was editing it, ready to post it up on my blog. Sick of having so many blog drafts and fail to post them, I decided to take a break and write a blog entry.

9 days ago, I was totally freaking out.
As of today, I should be more freaked out as ever, been procrastinating a few days now and I am quite behind with my study schedule. Talk about more procrastination, I actually went clubbing on Friday night. *violent, violent head shakes* Alcohol kills brain cells, and drinking is so much worse during this period of time.

I have done about 47.7% of my critical essay assignment and my fiction writing assignment is still undone. I seriously am a little relieved with both my English subjects being assignment based, because after those assignments, I can concentrate wholly in my two exams.

During my procrastinating time, I had managed to look at some hot chics’ blog. Well, I reckon I get bored with my blog once in a while, and I certainly don’t blame any of my friends for not reading my blog. I really want to give it a makeover after the exams. No more promises this time, don’t want to disappoint you guys anymore.

So, suggestions anyone? Oh, in order to make my blog more interesting, I am currently dying for a high megapixel digital camera, preferably Sony or Canon.
On boring days (days when I am a total reclusive hermit), I can take pictures of the cooking I have done at home.
And on other days, what more to say? Capture the beauty and the youth of the people around me, as well as the true essence and spirit of events after events.

One of my goals: get a camera before Vet Ball. I want SEXAY pictures posted on my blog! :P
Speaking of which, it’s time to start losing more weight and shop for hot frocks!

Till then, I shall bury myself in my hole again.

Enough, time to hit the books.

I shall write more when I am too sick with the Indonesian guys sitting on my right. Don’t get the wrong idea. I am currently in the State Library.

Yes, in a library on a glorious Sunday Avro! Sigh.